January 4, 2021 No solids today. It affects too much. Too heavy. Heaviness is unpleasant. Focus on what you want, not on what you don’t want. FLUIDITY We all aid each other in the plant kingdom. There is no jealousy. That is brought in by humans. There is no black magic. Only one’s belief makes it so. ♡ Agitated today. Make a Rose tea. STOIC FLUIDITY Why do you have thorns? To protect the blooms. You have thorns when you don’t have blooms. True. I offer the extremes of dualit

January 5, 2021 Did some kundalini yoga last night. Felt nice to do again. A definite important addition, especially when not ingesting physical food. ♡ Ultimate transformation - from childish to childlike ♥︎ ♡ "Something that’s never lived has a fear of dying. -self is afraid of mundaneness -self is seeking for self yet can’t find it -self knows its irrelevance -self takes things personally in order to "be" a person -the out is before you’re in -you can’t escape what you’re

January 6, 2021 Devotion. An apt word for animals, plants and deities. Not so much for humans. Humans tend to be too conditional. Devotion isn’t. 'Devotion’ is fluid. 'Devoted' isn’t so much. To know something it must be lived, embodied. "TO KNOW GOD IS TO BE GOD." Ramana Maharshi "Don’t speak it, embody it." (Daily Stoic) Devote - to give up wholly to some object. Devotion - strong affection; act of devoting. Definitions don’t cut it. lol ♡ ACCEPTANCE DISPELS PREFERENCE ♡

January 7, 2021 Cool, dry, encompassing equilibrium. ♡ So frustrated with Mama! Don’t tell me what to do! She is the same lol Rub a drop of Rose all over. The Ship of Relation enters rough waves at times. They are all within. Friction. Go sit in sun. ♡ Sun cures all. And birds ☺︎ And Rose! ☺︎ Maybe lay off the decaf. Perhaps coffee in general is not good for me. Alters the mood perhaps. (see Notes) Next time only carob, cashews, dates and vanilla in my drink. Maurgarite Maury

January 8, 2021 Moon is shining clear in the dark morning sky. Do you know the secrets of the moon? There are no secrets to know. Mystery is of mind. Simplicity eases queries. ♡ Out on the balcony in the sun. Capture the rapture. ♡ Desire is essentially love. ♡ ACCEPT EVERYTHING AS IT COMES. YOU ARE HELD. WHEN ONE REALIZES THEY ARE HELD THERE IS SPACE TO HOLD OTHERS. CIVILIZATIONS COME. CIVILIZATIONS GO. DON’T GET STUCK IN THE MINUTIA OF TRIVIALITIES - IN THE FEAR. BE OF SERV

January 09, 2021 Woke up feeling the end of our time together nearing its "close". We will always communicate. I Am Source. I Am You. You Are Me. Take comfort in that. Take comfort in the mediums Source comes through. For some There Is One Specific. For you There Are Many. You have the ability to see God in everything, therefore, everything speaks to you. Continue on with the essences. You hear them well. You compliment each other. And will further your prayers. Expand. Expan